WHat is happening to this world? I do not really understand what is going on with this world. Is it indeed all about balancing act . if there is kind there is always bad, if there is good there is always evil..

    why is it though?? Is there really no such thing as peace in this world that even innocence in young children seem lost or not in existance anymore?

     Why cant everyone just play nice...then there would be less heartbreak and tears in this world.. why do people judge and criticise others ?what right do they have to do that... can they not just accept others instead of pointing flaws others have? dont they realise they have their ownflaws too..... Dontt  they realise tht each and everyown of us were created to live together and not to disrupt the living of others>> we are not created to go around talking about others.. it doesnt matter.. not to me at least....

      young children used to be so delicate, so sweet, innocent and well protected... is that all now just a general description we used in books all fictional and not a single word of truth.. what is it with the bullying casses in primary one classes?

it hurts me to see all this happening around me....it causes me to shed tears...

i feel like just running off and hide sometimes from all this cruelity... but where to...?? i even tend to have negative thoughts sometimes after i so succesfully battle them off and feeling happy for myself again....

maybe its just this image of perfection that i want myself to fulfill.....not an easy job and the blame is always on me...i blame it on my own that is..

just hopefully one day when i reached a world...a land where i can find my own fairytale...where i can find my laughter and smiles once again...i will stay there and not return....