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ann: still in malaysia waiting for approval letter....it sucks waiting like that..haha
YAP boobootengjelly: haha =) No lah...you terlalu pandang tinggi me la....where are you now, actually? still in m'sia or in russia already?
ann-YAB BooBoo Teng Jelly: hey hey....u have like a talent in blogging..of course will once in a while visit your blog...me..ntg much happening...haha..missing canada though
YAB Booboo Teng Jelly: helloooo!!!!! It's been some time since I came here! =) I noticed you'd been visiting my site too =) Thanks for doing so. Why never leave a word or two for me? How are you la?
ann-ws: huh..same post..watcha mean man...??
WS=P: Eh ur 15 Nov post ar, howcome my sis got the same post one ar?! hahahaha...
wenli: oh...at last theres new updates.its great to hear tht ann..glad u're happy.:)
jenlye: hi ann,how are you? i somehow stumbled into ur blog thru ur livemessenger blog which linked me here...how are you? i haven't seen you for more than a year already much less talk or msg u... and after reading ur entries u do sound troubled to me...whatever you do, or did, or going to do happens for a reason.. we sometimes don't know why it happened but you will find out someday that it will make a better you in the future. a tougher and smarter soo ann wouldn't it?whatever that's bothering u i ho
wenli: it's a nice movie though.i like it.i mean the first movie.
ann: Yeah..i guess i am alright
wenli: u alright?
wenli: how are you???long time din chat..been busy lately...it's either studying or hanging out with my roomies..haha..enjoying alot with my roomieshaha.will email u if i have time.erm...since i cant sms or email..i'll jus give u my add here,i dun mind letting other ppl know..haha...hopefully someone will send me love letter la...lols.room 7-17,dom 39/1,volgina street,117437 moscow,russia.xoxoxo
Ann-wen-li: Haha....prolly dont dare
wenli: no??? u dare say tht??!!!
ann-addie: HOW ARE YOU DOING?????????????no reply...no email...no sms...nothing...yeap..she's no longer the lil full moon baby..she is already 10 years old
ann-wenli: eh...when did i ever say that i am smart...haha
addie: wow your sis is 10 years old adi!!??? i still remember celebrating here full moon man...ish ish feel so old
wenli: elleh...tot u very smart one...
tabby: hey..ann..how r u?hope u r doin fine in malaysia now o..take care ya?
ann-wen-li: Hey...hey...very mess up if you give me your add like that...email your add to me k...miss you too....hows russia treating for you??? good
wenli: sob sob..change room..so have to cancel the old line la.will get it later lo..so cham u know..oh btw dun sms me..something's wrong with my hp.n in the last few taggy u were saying about mailing something right...no changes in my add except 9-05 change to 7-17.im in room 7-17 now.not a 9-05 chick anymore...tht's wat im super duper happy of..heehee.how are you?miss u la..no time to email u these few days.cant sms also.damn cham ar...
ann-wenli: what the hell happen to your personal line???
wenli: no...just wanna play with ur tag board...push it down a bit... life's kinda bored here without personal internet line.haha
ann-wen-li: u siu je what???
wenli: siu jie....
ann-jeff: gogo..waiting for you call only..wondering where the hell are u and addie??
wenli: haha...no...was actually stealing my roomie's line..hehe..yeah same old one..i'll tell everyone if i change add
jeff: hey hey...when are we having lunchy??? haha
ann-wenli: hey girl, you have internet already..thts awesome..will def mail that pix to you..whats up there? surviving pretty well..wanna mail that thingy to you whats ur new add..or is the same as the old one
wenli: i love tht pic..the one u took beside the lakesend to me pls....
ann-alex: haha....still got lil bit..i guess
alex: means.... no more old soo ann?
tabitha: hey ann..welcome bak..wu..next yrs only study den now can relax relax la..hee
mj: nah...u wont lose your canadian accent...you'll get it back the moment u talk to one...
ann-weeks: hey weeks.....wassup??
ann-addie,Jeff: Hey guys...when are we gonna chilll,.......
weeks: miss u soo ann !:)
jeff: eh eh..where is my call stating ur arrival??? haha..pls give me a call!
addie: welcome back!!! call me k? then we can go chill =D

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Wednesday the 15th of November 2006

3:07 PM

what is it??? what is it??

           My heart is heavy, weighted down with dissapointment, heartbroken moments and just tears . why is it am i not allowed a chance to start anew? i know my mistake and just want another chance....is that such a difficult favour. i thought just as long as i learn my lesson, i will be given a chance... do i have to struggle again..do i have to struggle again..is this my punnishment...is it?? but this is affecting others..its not worth it..it really is not worth it....

         I sometimes wonder...would i really make a difference if i actually can turn back time and really gave a second chance to redo everything. would anything be any different...would my life be alot better...or..is this the way it should be...forcing me to the edge...making decisions...facing walls and walls and not a single way out...learning to make another choice and not regret...i may seem tough..but i admit im actually not..if you continue to push me..i dont know when i will actually run out...of strenght

     there are questions i want answered..but where to look for them i do not know....i find comfort in my own silence and smile i give out..but how dissapointed i am...i guess..only i will know...why am i typing this..i dont even know...why did i set up a blog page...haha..i dont know..is it to display my affection into the public..is it to display my downs in life ...and let it humour others

is it?

why am i telling all this out..when i hardly tell people around me...are words a way to release my sadness..my tears at night...are spill in words ...all in this page...why though?? i am not asking for comfort from others..i do not really care anymore if there is anyone out there who actually care of me...

i learn to protect myself and yet fail...but stood up stronger than ever and probably will be able to keep that distance...

i pray and hope and wish that You will really look at me and give me a chance..please..

why give me hope and happinese in one day and take it away all in the end...just dont let me hope at all..to avoid anyother dissapointment..ever...again

 

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